Journal.

I tried to keep one once.

It didn’t work.

I think the sole reason it didn’t work, was because I could never find the right words to express myself. Seriously.

Even right this minute – I feel so much. A mix of many different emotions, hesitations, thoughts & frustrations.

Yet, I can’t even verbalise these in my own head. No vocabulary can suffice.

And so, again, I write another post not having actually revealed or expressed anything at all. Not having told you anything. Not having fulfilled anything.